Sunday, 9 January 2011

BREAKTHROUGH

this deserves a blog post.
dedicated to my beloved 1E, Fam B.
1E!
My dearest year ones, i guess i didn't have all the time in the world to say everything i wanted to say to you guys, hence. My heartfelt words continue here. My dearest 1E, i remembered the first day you guys came in, i was very scared, very worried. Am i doing my job well? what would happen to them? i remembered i had a lot of missing sheeps, school song, would you guys sing? mass dance, would you guys actually dance? Most importantly, would you guys even try, to take the very first step, to get to know one another, as a class. I am glad you all did. you guys spoke, you guys tried to know each other. Slowly, i saw people opening up, you were not alone, still scattered, you were in twos or threes, taking small steps to know each other. I remembered i was trying to remember all your names, and i have no idea how many times i actually asked for your names, but you guys were understanding, were forgiving, you guys still patiently told me your names. You guys were soft, but i knew you wanted me to know you, you were lost. you needed help. The next day, CCA trials. The sun was hot, you guys helped each other to fill water bottles, you guys did your best for everything. I am really proud of you. The third day, you guys painted your flag, 34 names on 1 1E flag the flag was simple, maybe not the prettiest one in the world, but the most special one, the one you guys are most proud of. slowly and steadily, you guys came in groups, and slowly, you guys started to talk to more people and bond as a class. When the flag was completed. I know, you guys are proud, to be in 1E.
Day one of the camp, we started with the water game, facils couldnt help you a lot, we were supposed to pour water on you guys, but we didnt. Instead, we shouted at you all to guard the bucket. We wanted you guys to work as a class, slowly... you guys bonded even more. As the rest of the camp passed slowly, you guys started smiling more, speaking up more, cheering up, taking initiative. you guys became one class, and shouted invincible zai cheers. I am sincerely proud of you guys, you guys really made a breakthrough and really made my efforts and my tears and joy and laughter and voice and sleep all worthwhile.I know we were fierce, we were harch on you guys, but thank all of you for always being there, and for giving us this opportunity and chance to learn with you all, learn about you all and to be able to have fun and feel with you all. seeing you all help one another, appreciate each other, i sincerely think its really heartwarming, seeing all your thanks and seeing all of you hug each other, its really heartwarming. 1E, i hope you guys remember all the times you have shared, the tears, laughter, joy, sweat, games, cheers, songs, dance, hugs, jumps, meals, sleep. I hope you guys can write beautiful RV stories for ourself and share it, share this spirit with the world, speak up, support one another, have more confidence in yourselves, Enjoy each other's company and treasure and appreciate what is given to you. Appreciated what people have done for you, big or small, a small thank you really goes a long way. Thank you 1E, for gearing me up to be able to face the challenges to come, i will be strong and for all of you, i will do my best and not give up. Please do so too, smile more and laugh more! i love you always. 1e, The most excellent, enthusiastic, entertaining, emotional, enduring class with an everlasting bond that will never break.

Fam B!
I remembered when the list was out, people were like, Krysen and yongrui! sure fail one lah! but in the end,we were the zai est fam, we had most problems, but least facils. Thats the Fam b spirit, we were really one family. We have a frog, a tofu, hot and cold fam heads, a kangaroo, a ever so serious mengyu, a crazy mavis, a funny peilynn, a pretty gwendolyn, a quite serious jiamin, a chio Xu Ke. we shared unlimited laughter and sang cheers and did stuff that we will never forget. I really thank you all for supporting me when i needed help, when my grp had not enough facils. You guys were really welcoming and didnt treat me like a stranger at all. from the bottom of my heart, thank you Fam b, you're the best fam i can have, i would never trade it another.

signing off, with loadsalove and smiles and warmth in my heart, memories i will never forget,
-ZhuChin

Sunday, 26 December 2010

SOKA YOUTH! HIAK!

COME ON COME ON LET US ROARRRR!!!
DETERMINATION
异体同心的精神,
于师并肩共进,
YOUTHS SHALL TAKE THE LEAD!
COURAGE FILLS OUR HEARTS WITH JOY
BOUNDLESS LIFE FORCE WITHIN US
WITH THE WORLD AS OUR STAGE, 
KOSEN-RUFU TAKES A STRIDE!

2030 HERE WE COME! WITH OUR MENTOR WE TAKE FLIGHT!

OHHHHHHHHH
SOKA YOUTH! HIAK!


Grow Now Together (Student Division Song)

Sometimes I feel that I don’t know
Who or what am I
But then I know that I must strive
To keep a dream alive.

For the world is out there waiting
For someone to make a change
As students, we take this challenge
Tomorrow is our stage

Grow now together (Hey)
Can you hear our cries?
Go now together (Hey)
Change other people’s lives.
Smile now forever (Hey)
Let’s fill the world with joy
We will make this our endeavor
Young eagles let us fly.

The sun is rising can’t you see
It brightens up the sky
And that is how we live our lives
Come join me, as we try

For we know our mentor’s calling
We must be strong and brave
We‘ll raise the flag of justice
Create a whole new age

Grow now together (Hey)
Can you hear our cries?
Go now together (Hey)
Change other people’s lives.
Smile now forever (Hey)
Let’s fill the world with joy
We will make this our endeavor
Young eagles let us fly.

Grow now together (Hey)
Can you hear our cries?
Go now together (Hey)
Change other people’s lives.
Smile now forever (Hey)
Let’s fill the world with joy
We will make this our endeavor
Young eagles let us fly.

We will make this our endeavor….Young eagles let us fly
We will make this our endeavor…..Young eagles let us fly

soka 80th anniversary!
GREAT SUCCESS!:D

Monday, 20 December 2010

2010

last 2 weeks of hols, gonna be busy. i shall reflect on 2010 when i have the time to!
2010 has been a much smoother year compared to 2009!
2010 was kinda awesome, we had competitions, where we shared our tears, our laughter... many memorable precious moments came from there! 2!rresistible is i'mperfectly perfect. there were many many times that i would remember forever.
this year, i think in many ways, i have grown. I have grown stronger as a person, learnt to listen to other people, become more sensitive and am also more appreciative.
besides competitions, my nov hols were memorable too! there was SC camp and there was NCO course! both which really good times were spent! and coming up, there's year one orientation and facils training! :D so yup i have pretty much summed up my year in a super short post.

NEXT YEAR
Long way to go!!!
Shall post a wishlist! hehehe

buhbye peeps!
no one ever reads anything here, but its my small piece of heaven for my small mini audience!
-zee!

Thursday, 25 November 2010




嘿 一个苹果 飞上天空 
需要几个气球
嘿你 怀着个梦 为何不动 
是否背包太沈重
凡事无绝对 
就是唯一的绝对
所有的听说 或传说 
亲身实验过才知真伪

人生实验课开启 理智休息 
打开抽屉 呼唤勇气
微笑 或哭泣 
都是宝贵的数据
人生实验课开启 脑袋关机 
放纵好奇 放肆情绪
显微镜底下 观察这生命
发现(才发现) 
活着的每一天 是星期天

看 把薄荷糖 
加入苏打 多久才会爆炸
爆炸 太多想法 灌下苏打 
闭上眼睛说声 "啊~"
天气无绝对 
气象局没人猜对
月亮的阴晴 或圆缺
 踏上月空中察看真伪

我相信 只有不停不停地长期实验
才能完全完全把自己了解
把这世界 多看几遍 
我不要错过任何细节

活着的每一天
终於我发现 活着的每一天 
是新体验 是星期天  
realised they've released their album! hahaha they're really cute and filled with life!
and this is a really cute song i guess? so enjoy! :D
人生实验课开启 理智休息  
打开抽屉 呼唤勇气 
微笑 或哭泣  
都是宝贵的数据 

Wednesday, 17 November 2010

Listen

Listen, to hear, to pay attention.
Listening, to some it may be easy, to others it may be hard.
Everyone needs a listening ear... but just how many are there?
To pay attention, just to what others would like to tell you.
Have you actually appreciated someone that actually bothers to remember everything that you said, they may be nonsense, but you have no idea how much it really means to them.

hahaha today... chatted with probably my best friends in the world.
really paid attention to them. how much i listened to them
through listening, i know so much about them.
from their likes and dislikes, their views on life...
i remember everything they said. i will never forget them.

someday, if i really stop listening to them... and really started to think of what they have said.. i might actually break down and cry. I guess thats how much they really mean to me, bit by bit... through listening to droplets of their lives.

listening, opens a new door, a new perspective, a new person.
the easiest way to know a person, is to really listen. Listen whole heartedly, you'll really get to know that person.

Listen to yourself, look deep in your heart. you'll really get to know yourself.

well, to my two beloved friends, please really treasure yourselves, hope you guys have many many more to share in future! continue to complete the beautiful stories you have told me. Always know i'll be listening, and i'm always here to listen. oh not forgetting! with a smile... :)

so!
loadsalove!
loadsasmiles!
chujing (:

Friday, 5 November 2010

Tired

hahaha still tired.
Reading my previous post, and having came back from SC Camp, reflected!
haha people try digesting this!
You'll be tired, before i'm tired when i'm tired.
I was tired, and i was only thinking of myself.
I did not think of the others who were counting on me to spur them on...
So yup! when you're tired, always think of the others, who are more tired than you, who have gone through so much for you! think about how others will need you to be there for them. learn to appreciate. you won't be tired.
People can make choices! when you're tired, you can choose to slide down that slippery path and just give up! or you can choose to stand up and cheer yourself on! and build your own character! and when you look back, you'll feel almighty and ask yourself, what else am i afraid of? i will survive!
Remember, you can make choices. make them wisely! and remember! you'll be tired, before i'm tired, when i'm tired. I'll always be here for you! cheering you on! :D
JIAYOU FOR ANCO!
hahahaha
WE CAN DO IT!
A1 FTW!
RVSJ JIAYOU!

Friday, 17 September 2010

Tired

one single word? many different meanings.
Tired
tired of pleasing everyone but myself
tired of thinking how everyone thinks of me
tired of putting all the blame on myself
tired of expecting so much of myself
tired, tired, tired.
am i complaining? oh wells, maybe i am
am i really needed?
why am i even trying to get appreciated?
why am i even trying to please everyone?
why am i even blaming myself?
having said that, am i selfish?
everything here is about me.
i am doing my best, maybe everyone else isn't
why do i even care about how they are doing?
as long as i am doing my best, i have no regrets.
for the glory?
no.
for the fact that i dont want to be disappointed?
no.

why am i doing, why am i doing everything?
who am i to do this?
what am i?

ohh wells, i think i'm just plain selfish.
i have given it my best, what else can i do?
i am not here to please you. i am not here to give myself more troubles
i am here to give my best. i am giving my best, thats what i am here for.
i am here to create another beautiful story, another great memory for myself.

i am sorry i cant please all of you
all i wanna say is. i am sorry that i am being selfish.
but i can assure you. i am doing my very best.

i dont hide anything, i dont put up a false front. what you see, is the real me.

maybe its cause of my tiredness, i am becoming more and more selfish, more and more insensitive, more and more impatient.

Tuesday, 31 August 2010

RGPS

Finally!
one day significant enough
Went back to raffles today! where i came from
my heart and soul, everything... 6 years of my childhood. Celebrated 6 years of children's day
i remembered how we celebrated national day! at our classrooms corridors and belting out every song with out heart! snatching the photographer to take pictures! How every national day or almost every event, someone's face will be painted
how we come down for recess together and have always sat at that table
the same rice stalls we queue up for
cheese sausages
shooting hoops on some recesses
playing freeze and melt
the various famous hopscotches!
the nice school hall with all the 5 values clearly printed. Creativity, Responsibility, Integrity, Graciousness, Learning.
We have a grad tee, with the whole level the same at the front, we got to use 1 art lesson to design the back
running across the courtyards in our pinafores in the rain, just for the fun of it.
the classroom cupboards that we never ever abuse
mrs huang's pancake with vitamin L! love and luck for our PSLE
how we used to try different mixed drinks sold by the drinks stall...
100plus and chocolate milk? fruit punch and 100plus...
hahaha
waking up every morning and having a spring in my step. sitting down at the parade square and waiting for everyone else to come.
loads and loads more fond memories!
:D
RGPS
<3

Wednesday, 18 August 2010

Chujing
=




MIA


i know you will miss me!
loadsalove
ZeeCee

Monday, 12 July 2010

NAT COMP randomness

6th in overall
3rd in footdrill
a treat from the officers
Sir elton's 101 expressions
Sir kangwee's 100% in everything
sir eric's camera with all the small moments
RESCUE!
the throwing of people
our awesome year 3 casualties
our awesome squadmates coming to watch us
our awesome trainers with their pretty cards
Our time spent in the holding room
The ongoing CPR
the GEL in our hair
the beret we didn't take out for the whole day
dipping our heads in the sink
Cindy's Laughter
Lihui's Coconut
Kailing's fringe
Shiyi's pretty drawings
Meilin being our jie jie
Yingcui going I INSIST!
GML
The guys with their TOC case
All the tidbits that we cannot finish
home nursing with us being so so so serious
the tears that we shared
Jerelyn's eyes going left to right and back
Kaiyun's -.-lll
Jacqueline's random outbursts of laughter
Qian Qian's catching of air molecules
All the lame jokes that the year 4s shared
JINXXX!
hahaha
HATE IS A STRONG WORD!

Well i have missed out a lot of things...
haha the list never ends!

NAT COMP 2010
Here's what we've got
i'm sure gonna miss it
its gonna replay in my mind over and over and over and over again
TAG what i have missed!
:D:D:D