Wednesday, 30 March 2011

30/03/2011

15. a bigger number, comes with more responsibilities, more expectations.
Today was a special day! every day is a special day actually, but today is really a chance to thank people for being in my life.

Thank you squadmates! for all the awesome pressies that i have, small but really holds a lot of dear memories and meanings to me! :D

Thank you for all the birthday wishes that i had! It was really very thoughtful of all of you!

thank you all for really making it a really special day for me, one that i would never forget.

Saturday, 26 March 2011

Zone Comp 2011 26th march

Its 10 o clock at night now.
This day deserves a post.
Yesterday, we stayed up reading notes, polishing boots, writing letters.
Today, we prevailed! We broke through, we created that sensation.
we woke up early to go to school, ready to embrace the day. feeling confident, with all the support we got from our seniors, our officers, our squadmates. We were ready embrace the day, with the history that our very very old seniors have created for us. the magnificent history, of 50 years of excellence, the magnificent history, of creating that sensation for 50 years.
We trained, long and hard. with tears, hardwork and sweat.
There were really many times we felt like giving up, but we went on. cause we have a common dream, a common goal, a common aim, a common sensation we want to create.
We gave our best, we gave it all, but we never thought it was enough.
We did all we could for all the cases, but somehow we don't think so.
The sweat we shared, the sore throats, the tears laughter and joy, will never be forgotten
This journey has not ended and it will never end.
The times we shared together will never be forgotten,
The effort our trainers put in will never be forgotten,
This day, will never be forgotten.
It was a big dream, to have the squad represent the zone in RV together, but now it came true.
This day will serve as one for us to remember, who we truly are, how far we have come!
I have squadmates who cant even say anything for nursing but stoned through the case, today they won.
I have squadmates who screwed almost every case in history when we were training, but today they won.
I have squadmates who have lost motivation for training, but they won.
I have squadmates who were so afraid to talk, but they won.
I have squadmates who were not in the competition, they see us train everyday, they came for every training to help us. and we did not disappoint them, we won
Trainers, who put in so much effort to helping us think of cases, being our casualties, pointing out our mistakes.

This is us.
One closely knitted family, crying for the category that won even if its not ours.
This is us.
Leading the corps, inspiring others.
This sensation, must last and will last.

My dearest squadmates, please take this day as a day to know who you truly are cause it really made me remember what i have come to because of all of you,
From a person who cant even remember one sns, you went for comp and won today.
From a person who can't really speak to the judge, you won today!
From a person who thought you guys screwed everything, you won today!
I hope this experience has helped you guys grow and helped you guys gain more confidence!

Lastly, i hope you guys will remember this sensation, and never ever forget it.
Never ever forget the times we spent together as a squad, never ever forget the times we spent with each other, cause
i will never ever forget every second that was spent with you guys, i will never ever forget the sensation we felt, i will never ever forget today.

Monday, 14 March 2011

My squadmates

I have a squadmate, she blamed herself for not taking care of the first aid pouch despite the fact that it was not her fault, she shouted her voice hoarse, but still gave her 200 percent.

I have a squadmate, who smiles all the time, may not seem very serious at times, but helped my and my platoon a lot in this camp. Being small, she really has great power and is a great source of support! she did her best with me to get the flag back although she could have continued sleeping.

I have a squadmate, who was always a pillar of support, she is just always there, quiet in the background. She cares for her juniors, her squadmates silently, she saw us suffer and she cried, she hurt her hand, she still pump with us.

I have a squadmate, she loses her voice just to make her instructions for us clear, she goes am i clear! so that we can understand. She gives her best, to make sure the rest of us don't suffer.

I have a squadmate who broke through his boundaries and BYLed for our squad during the performance, he was usually so glam, but he threw away his face for us hahaha

I have a squadmate who broke through, and finally took charge for something, she gets emotional, just because of her yearones. but she fell back in really fast, she wiped off her tears and stayed strong.

I have a squadmate who is not supposed to do PT, she would have muscle aches for weeks, she endured through it with us, crying of the pain on the third day and feeling bad about not being punished with the rest.

I have a squadmate who gave her best for everything, did not sleep at night and lost her voice. Did her best to help us and ran rounds for us just for the things we did wrong. she ran as fast as she could, but she will forever feel its not fast enough.

I have a squadmate who was SUPER SUPER nervous when he was the platoon ic. he was SO afraid he would screw up, he was basically in cold sweat and almost shiverring. but he took up the lead, and did everything right in the end.

I have a squadmate who was never outspoke, never spoke much. but he broke through, he was camp ic for us and did his really best. he was dead nervus but still did his best for the triage.

I have a squadmate who always told us not to worry and always knew things were gonna be fine, he was always reassuring when we stressed up over nothing cause we know he wont screw it up for us.

I have a squadmate whose replies are super loud! but his replies will forever lag one second hahaha! but he is always enduring with us! And we will always hear his reply.

I have a squadmate who's very lady like, she broke through her boundaries, she was not strong but she held in pumping position without her knees coming down. She was a nice senior who gave her 20 percent and was always guiding her juniors. she was guarding the first aid pouch with her life

I have a squadmate who was always so nonsensical. but deep deep down, you can really know how much he loves RVSJ.

I have a squadmate who broke through, he talks to us so much more now, compared to when he was year one.

I have a squadmate who was so quiet, i never really knew her, but this camp, she taught us how to dance, she made our performance possible. She was sick, but she gave it all.

I have a squadmate who did not come for camp, but she always gives her best! She is someone so tall and everytime when we suan her, she would never complain.

i have a squadmate who drew out awesome diagrams so that we won't label our things wrongly. he gave it his best too! he was not so enthu before, but he really broke through.

i have a squadmate which i mentioned sprained both ankles, she cries when she talks about how she saw her squadmates suffer, only through talking through the phone, she tears...

This is really how much we love each other, what we do for each other, these precious people, will never be forgotten.

UG camp 2010

We went.
We came back.
We laughed.
We cried.
We got scolded.
We had fun.
We did not sleep.
We did  not bathe.
We sweat.
We ran.
We shouted.
We suffered.
We got punished.

We did all these.
Together.

UG camp 2011.
A memorable one.
It will forever be a reminder to what my squadmates, seniors and juniors have done for me, what we, RVSJ do for each other.

I have a squadmate who sprained both ankles and tried to help us get triangular bandage by walking around all the medical shops in her neighbourhood. All of them had no stock. She came to camp with 24 Bandages for us which she got from her brother. She came to camp and endured through it with us, she had a fair share of all the sufferings, despite her not running and falling in.

I have squadmates who cry together because they already gave in their 200 percent but they thought it wasnt enough cause we all still got scolded and we all cried just because we saw our squadmates suffering, their shivering hands while they held in pumping position, their screwed voices when they shouted. Their sweat dripping when they ran. Their muscle aches cause of the punishments. We cry not cause of the pain we were suffering, because we saw how others, people whom we love, suffer.
This is us.

I have squadmates who had fun with me during the performance, who did stupid things with me throughout the whole camp.
I have squadmates who helped each other eat their food despite knowing the food was not nice and they were already very full.

There were still many many things my squadmates did. Things i really appreciate and would never forget.

I have seniors

Seniors who tear silently behind our backs and act very strong in front of us. They did not act, They were strong.
Seniors who lost their voices cause they scolded us and cause they cared so much about us.
Seniors who did not sleep just to plan the camp for us.
Seniors who gave their 200 percent just to make sure WE juniors learn something.
Seniors who scolded us despite the pain they felt in their hearts when they did it.
Seniors who cheered for us when we screw up.
Seniors who care about us.
Seniors who love us and would do anything in the world for us.

These are our seniors. They have done countless of things, can never appreciate them enough.

We have juniors.
Juniors who cried with their seniors despite the fact that it was not their fault.
Juniors giving their 200 per cent in shouting just cause they dont want to get their seniors scolded.
juniors who did not want their seniors to do things for them and volunteered for everything.
Juniors who had to run all around the school and didnt complain.
Juniors that were willing to do anything for the whole St John.

These are my juniors.

One UG camp
One St John.
All for one,
One for All.

the things we do for the people we love, priceless.